Monthly Archives: May 2007

Commitment

It`s been awhile since I have just written on a regular basis even when I didn`t really have anything to say. So May is a month of routines and setting healthy choices. For me, anyway. I have decided to do a few things this month to further myself. Since it apparently takes 21 days to make or break a habit, this will be my test. I have been known to be a bit commitment phobic in my past but I think (hope) I am maturing past that. read more

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Respect

Today I have been thinking a lot about respect. I only really slept for a few hours last night because Magic decided to wake up at 6am. And I guess that was all the sleep I needed because I couldn`t seem to rest any more. I have decided to stop getting upset with her for things like eating my work papers and jumping on the counters.

Now I just say no and put her in her travel cage for 5 mins. It sure does feel a lot better than yelling and chasing her around the house like a mad woman. An read more

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Addictions

I haven`t written the last few days because my days have kind of all blended in together…How it seems to happen when you don`t sleep. This is another form of addiction. I suppose the effects are like one of a drug…But after a while, it becomes over whelming and we all know…to properly dream, we must sleep. read more

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Keeping it Real

Well I am very good at burying my head in the sand sometimes. But this one is hitting me clear up side the head. I did do Bikram today but I had a terrible time with it. I had to take alot of breaks and not push myself. I realized that the sleeping aids I took the night before had really not quite worn off. read more

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Day of Reckoning

Well today I decided to just come clean with a bunch of things that I had been holding onto for years and years. It was strange to talk about it so honestly and matter of factly…but it really seemed to work. I feel a little bit lighter though still quite terrified of the repercussions. What dare I ask, could be better then just being the truth. Not having integrity and honor. Those are very important elements I am seeing now. And they seem rare in these days. People are in for the quickfix and the bigger better but not me. read more

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Mess

I am super sleepy so I won`t say much. But I went to Bikram today and it was outstanding to have taken Saturday off. It must have given my muscles the break they needed because I did really well today. It was so amazingly nice outside I am sorry I didn`t go for the walk I had planned on. Instead, I stayed in and messed up my house. Anyway, now I have to sleep because the letters are getting blurry…

Grateful for deciding.

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Death by Yoga

So today started out half decent but because I barely slept last night, I was groggy and fuzzy headed. It took me thrice as long to do anything and I kind of just dragged myself around the house. I know I should have probably cleaned up a bit because of the messy weekend but I couldn`t bring myself to it. It was all I could do to even THINK about going to yoga yet I knew I must. read more

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We all have to start somewhere

Last night I didn`t sleep so well because I started having some very active crazy dreams. I woke up at 6am feeling quite frazzled and probably shouldn`t have gone back to sleep. But I did anyway. The frantic dreams just continued and I woke up even later than I meant to missing my early morning yoga class. read more

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Secrets out

Yesterday was the day that it was finally announced that TravelPod is now part of a bigger entity. I have known about this for some time and it`s been really hard to keep it a secret. I have to admit it`s quite the relief and weight off my shoulders to be able to talk about this openly. So many exciting developments and changes have already occurred including a business trip I have taken to Boston. read more

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Gentle intentions

I read a title today from a spam email that was titled “Let your Dreams come True.” I thought about the word Let and have to say that I agree with this. Many people use the word Make but I am starting to feel otherwise. I guess there is a time to make…and a time to let. Its like that car ad I saw at the commercial awards…it said something about in Japan, they don`t say that they “have” dreams…they “SEE” their dreams. I can`t remember the whole ad but I do remember it gave me that tingly feeling and really hit me. read more

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